Her face turned serious as she looked to Aya, "We all have to learn to take the bad with the good and make the best of the hands we are dealt." She seemed to be speaking from experience, wisdom held in her eyes as she spoke. "Too many take for granted what they should feel blessed to have. You see it is a war...inside each of us on how we can, will, and want to handle others as well as ourselves. It is just sometimes how it is."
She softly smiled to Aya, she knew her change in demeanor may alarm the girl. But at the same time, no one is happy 24/7, that would be very suspicious. She didn't want to frighten the girl either. She was just speaking what she knew, in a sense her reason for never settling down.
"Well, honestly, I never settle down in one place, at least not for very long, typically a few weeks max of 2-3 months usually. I get restless." She smiled more, exposing a pair of canines as well. "Trust me, werewolves are not exactly easily accepted let alone a practitioner of the Craft as well as a werewolf. So I get it two fold. One reason, I don't like judgmental people. I've been on the judgement side and judged side of things. One reason I chose to not really make friends or settle down. I have yet to find an area that I wouldn't feel like I was an inconvenience to someone." Her voice became solemn and humble, her last sentence was just above a whisper.
Her eyes had fallen to he clenched hands on her knees. She was ready for the freak out that often came with the revealing of 2 parts of her nature. She hoped Aya might be different than the others since she was part of the same side of the coin in a sense. However, Aya's was not as easy to hide as hers.