Silence
Anonymous Me
Slowly Illya started to turn over in the bed. He didn't feel much of anything just yet. Illya didn't even feel the very large drool spot that had formed under his face and part of his neck. Letting out a long sigh he groaned and flopped one arm over his head as if to block out all the sounds in the ship. His thick black curls had turned into wild masses of spirals that stuck out from his head in some places and covered his forehead. There were little braids that had hidden themselves deep in his hair, though they were barely noticeable at a first glance.
As the hours passed Illya steadily grew more restless and his breathing deepened. Turning to his left Illya winced. His hip stung a little when he moved that direction, but he really wanted to lay on his left side. Giving it another attempt he moaned and peeled his eyes open briefly before closing them and rolling to his stomach again. There was a faint clanging sound and Illya groaned at the sound. He wanted to sleep longer. So far he was determined to sleep a while longer, until his stomach started to cramp and he realized he was beyond hungry and he needed the bathroom too. Illya woke to a quiet room and he could smell food. As badly as he wanted the food he had to use the bathroom first. With his eyes still mostly closed he stumbled into the bathroom and braced one hand against the wall behind the toilet while he yawned and took aim.
It was hard to tell what time of day it was because it was quiet, but Illya didn't care if it day or night, he was hungry. The more he thought about it the more he was sure that it was day, he didn't remember having Kalizda in bed with him and he hadn't checked the crib, but he would when he was done. Another waft of cooked food found its way into the bathroom and Illya decided that everything could wait. It didn't matter to Illya if he smelled like sweat and oils. Food was available and he was going to get some for himself. Whatever was cooking he would have some to help hold off the initial pangs of hunger and then he would make heaps more for himself. Stepping out of the bathroom he grabbed a pair of boxers out of one drawer and scrambled into them.
Shuffling out of the room in only his boxers Illya went straight for the kitchen. He'd already been to the bathroom and now it was time to eat. His hip was still a little sore, but it was not nearly as distracting as the constant ache for food that had built inside his body. The Chip could smell food and his eyes almost glazed over when he saw the piles of food sitting out on the counters and table. Walking straight for the nearest dish he sat down at the counter and started shoveling food into his mouth as fast as he could. It tasted so good. When he was finished with the meal he finally realized that it was a snake stew he'd just devoured and he didn't really recall much more than just eating it ravenously. Still he felt starved and he grabbed the next bowl of food. it was filled the brim and Illya nearly fell on it as he held his face so close that he barely dipped the eating utensil into the bowl and it was already back into his mouth.
Thomas was sitting in the living room reading the newest chapter in the Wild Ways movie to book adaptation. It was more about curiosity than anything else and the more he read the more into the story he grew until he picked up his cup and realized there was no coffee left in it. "I'm going to grab some more coffee," he said holding up his mug to Calysta who was playing with the children in the floor. Easing out of his seat, he walking down the hall to the kitchen, only to find it was already occupied. A set of broad, tan shoulders sat with his back facing the door, scars in full view as he hunched over the table which was scattered with empty food containers. "Illya?" he said blinking in surprise.
Illya had taken one bowl after another and emptied it into his stomach. He was pulling the seventh dish toward himself when he heard Thomas walk in behind him. With his mouth half full of food he managed a sloppy answer. "Mm?" Shoving another bite of food into his mouth he almost hummed with pleasure. By now the food was starting to settle in and the hunger pains had started to subside.
His son in law looked like a cave man leaned over his food with a bowl the smallest distance possible for the spoon to travel. There was bits of food stuck at the corners of his lips and his green eyes looked absolutely ravenous as he regarded him with little more than a grunt. Thomas edged into the room and picked up the coffee pot, his mouth opening and closing several times before he managed an answer. "Uh, are you okay? That's alot of food..."
Thomas was so chatty and it was slightly frustrating when Illya was trying to focus on eating. "Mmhmm." Setting the spoon aside he picked the bowl up and slurped the last of the food out of it and then grabbed the next container. This one had some bread soaked in gravy and he peeled the lid off and immediately dug in with a fork.
"Uhuh," Thomas replied as he poured himself some coffee. He was so busy watching Illya, he missed the cup and sent scalding coffee over his fingers, causing him to hiss. Shaking off his fingers, he grabbed a towel and started soaking up the mess. "Um, maybe you'd want something to wash that down with? Water maybe?" He knew his son in law had been asleep for days, and water would probably be helpful, particularly since he had eaten his way through half the contents of the kitchen without it.
Illya only slowed for a moment when he heard the offer for water. "Eh, tea." Tea sounded good and he wanted to drink a cup, but he didn't want to get up and pause his eating frenzy to get it either. Glancing up at Thomas he saw the man's mouth gaping and he shrugged. "Why yah look so surprised? Yah never hungry before?"
"Not hungry enough to eat my way through that much," Thomas admitted to his son in law as he grabbed another mug. Was this some sort of yearly thing? Like mating season on Resta 9? Or maybe it was how they were able to live so long? Calysta seemed to know it would happen and had prepared, but he had no idea that the man would sleep so long. Steeping some random flavor of tea in hot water, he waited till it was done, then pushed the cup toward Illya who was nearly face first in a bowl of soup.
The bowl of soup was almost done when Thomas pushed the cup of tea in front of Illya. Taking one sip of the tea Illya nodded and then dumped it into his soup and sucked it down with the rest of the contents in the bowl. He wasn't so concerned about the way things tasted right now. Besides, it was all going to the same place. Just to change things up he reached for the bowl of cream and started to eat that next. It tasted good ad he nodded to Thomas. "Yah never have healing coma?"
Thomas felt satisfied to at least give the man something to drink to go with his massive meal, but his mouth fell open when Illya took up the cup and dumped it right into his bowl before slurping it down. He drank it down as if it were nothing and then continued his fork-and-knife rampage through the kitchen, his next victim being a bowl of cream Calysta had made specifically for him. "Healing coma?" he repeated, still in shock, "No, I can't say that I have. Is that a Chippeqouti thing?" He had read about people who had pushed themselves into such meditative states that they become comas for long periods of times.
"I guess." Illya responded plainly between bites of food. "Sometimes I get dem when I was sick or ef I get hurt bad enough. Den dah Ehuai make us have coma sometimes tah heal faster." With the volume of food already in his stomach it was forcing some air to the surface and he stopped eating long enough to let the massive belch out before he took another bite of food. It looked like Kalizda figured it about right and he was starting to slow down as he came near the end of the piles of food. There were dozens of dishes in his wake and it looked like a little war of its own spread across the counter and table and through the kitchen.
"Huh," Thomas grunted a bit as he thought about what the man said. He'd never seen Illya go into one of these comas before, and the man had been plenty hurt multiple times. If he hadn't seen his son in law face first on the bed for days on end, he might have called the man out for lying and wanting an excuse to eat until he was stuffed three time over. The massive belch could be seen building in the man's back and when it came up, it echoed through the entire galley and probably down the hall too. It only took one breath for Thomas to taste everything that had passed down the Chip's gullet and been reborn into the burp. "Uhg," he groaned, his lip curling at the stench, "You might want take some anti-acid pills while you're at it. Maybe separate from the food." And with that, he started to retreat from the room.
Illya only nodded and shoveled a few more bites into his mouth. "Maybeh, I tink I feel jes fine." Truth was, he felt great and the more he ate the better he felt. The only thing that the food wasn't going to fix was the little bit of ache left in his hip. That would heal with a little more rest and just some gentle and slow motion. Taking a deep breath, Illya slowed his eating a little more. Gradually as he worked his way through the last dish he almost felt too full to finish it, but he loved the last bit of cream too much. He had to finish it.
As he finished up the last of the food Illya let out a sigh and he slowly gathered all the dishes and rinsed them off before setting them in the washer. It was probably a lot of work to cook that much food in advance and Illya more than appreciated it. Normally he felt a little from being over hungry and this time he felt pretty good because he didn't get over hungry before he had something to eat. With a full stomach he felt good enough to go back to bed, but he knew that he should at least wash up a little bit. Kalizda probably slept next to him the last few nights and he knew that like any other person if he sweat and didn't shower in long enough he would start to smell and if he could smell himself then it was bad. Illya could hear the kids talking with Kalizda in the living room.
Before stepping into their room he glanced around the corner of the hallway and peered into the living room. Kalizda was sitting down and helping Cypher fix one of his little toys and Monster danced around the two of them happily. Momentarily Illya felt a tinge of guilt. He should have been there when the battle was over and instead he had just taken himself to bed and seized. She really was a very impressive woman. All hat she had survived, continued to deal with and then she brought him home and took care of him while he was sick and still had loads of food ready to go. There weren't any women that Illya knew who could have done all that and still been sitting down with her children and patiently talking with them. He needed to do something special for her.
Quickly pulling away from the hall's edge Illya made sure Kalizda didn't see him before he took himself to the shower. In the bedroom he dropped his boxers in the basket out of habit and then took himself into the shower. With a quick rinse to his hair he grabbed the soap and got it ready to lather into his scalp. The first swipe with soap was easy, but when he tried to actually massage the soap into his scalp his fingers caught and he found his hair was in wild mats. He'd never woke up with his hair like this. Grimacing all through the shower he tried to work his hands through the horrible knots. It hurt and he could have almost sworn he felt a spot or two on his head that was missing some hair. Not enough that he was going to look funny, but it felt like he had less hair in that spot than he was supposed to. By the time Illya finished the shower his whole head felt a little tender from all the vicious pulling to get the knots out of his hair. Taking a moment he thought of what it was that he wanted to do for Kalizda.
One of the first ideas that came to his mind was a bit odd, but it was the best idea he had yet. Smoothing his wild hair back Illya took a deep breath and then slowly got himself dressed in the Kaerelean tunic she'd bought for him. It wouldn't hurt to dress up a little bit for a night and make sure he gave her some time to rest. She probably didn't get much rest and he'd seen how tired she looked. The kids could go outside for a bit and he could make sure all the animals got exercise too.
When Illya was dressed and ready to go out into the main part of the ship he passed by Uriah. The other Chip gave him an odd look, but didn't say anything. It didn't matter to Illya anymore if people wondered why he would dress like he was part of her tradition. Kalizda's tradition was just as important as his and it was only right that he honored it from time to time. She tried to honor the Chippequoti tradition and it was about time he showed their children that they could be proud of their mother's tradition as well. In fact he needed to get some tunics and Kaerelean or Terran clothing for all the kids.
Stepping into the living room Illya smiled at Kalizda. He wasn't entirely sure what to say, but he walked as evenly as he could with his sore hip and offered a hand to her. Gently pulling Kalizda to her feet he wrapped a hand around her lower back pressed her tight to himself in a hug, which he only broke long enough to kiss her a few times. "Yah beautiful." Speaking gently to her in Kaerelean he studied her face for a long moment. "I tink maybeh dat yah tired. Let meh take care of yah tonight. Yah let meh cook food for everyone now and den I take dah kids outside and when dey go tah bed I give yah massage on yah back." Switching to Trader's Tongue part way through he smirked. Illya still wasn't much good at Kaerelean, but he was still trying to learn. "Den we jes spend time togeter. I tink yah make list of tings dat yah miss when I couldn't remember. Maybe, yah make list of tings dat yah want tah do wit meh. Dere will always be wars and I tink dat maybe we are dun wit dis war for a time eh?"
As the hours passed Illya steadily grew more restless and his breathing deepened. Turning to his left Illya winced. His hip stung a little when he moved that direction, but he really wanted to lay on his left side. Giving it another attempt he moaned and peeled his eyes open briefly before closing them and rolling to his stomach again. There was a faint clanging sound and Illya groaned at the sound. He wanted to sleep longer. So far he was determined to sleep a while longer, until his stomach started to cramp and he realized he was beyond hungry and he needed the bathroom too. Illya woke to a quiet room and he could smell food. As badly as he wanted the food he had to use the bathroom first. With his eyes still mostly closed he stumbled into the bathroom and braced one hand against the wall behind the toilet while he yawned and took aim.
It was hard to tell what time of day it was because it was quiet, but Illya didn't care if it day or night, he was hungry. The more he thought about it the more he was sure that it was day, he didn't remember having Kalizda in bed with him and he hadn't checked the crib, but he would when he was done. Another waft of cooked food found its way into the bathroom and Illya decided that everything could wait. It didn't matter to Illya if he smelled like sweat and oils. Food was available and he was going to get some for himself. Whatever was cooking he would have some to help hold off the initial pangs of hunger and then he would make heaps more for himself. Stepping out of the bathroom he grabbed a pair of boxers out of one drawer and scrambled into them.
Shuffling out of the room in only his boxers Illya went straight for the kitchen. He'd already been to the bathroom and now it was time to eat. His hip was still a little sore, but it was not nearly as distracting as the constant ache for food that had built inside his body. The Chip could smell food and his eyes almost glazed over when he saw the piles of food sitting out on the counters and table. Walking straight for the nearest dish he sat down at the counter and started shoveling food into his mouth as fast as he could. It tasted so good. When he was finished with the meal he finally realized that it was a snake stew he'd just devoured and he didn't really recall much more than just eating it ravenously. Still he felt starved and he grabbed the next bowl of food. it was filled the brim and Illya nearly fell on it as he held his face so close that he barely dipped the eating utensil into the bowl and it was already back into his mouth.
Thomas was sitting in the living room reading the newest chapter in the Wild Ways movie to book adaptation. It was more about curiosity than anything else and the more he read the more into the story he grew until he picked up his cup and realized there was no coffee left in it. "I'm going to grab some more coffee," he said holding up his mug to Calysta who was playing with the children in the floor. Easing out of his seat, he walking down the hall to the kitchen, only to find it was already occupied. A set of broad, tan shoulders sat with his back facing the door, scars in full view as he hunched over the table which was scattered with empty food containers. "Illya?" he said blinking in surprise.
Illya had taken one bowl after another and emptied it into his stomach. He was pulling the seventh dish toward himself when he heard Thomas walk in behind him. With his mouth half full of food he managed a sloppy answer. "Mm?" Shoving another bite of food into his mouth he almost hummed with pleasure. By now the food was starting to settle in and the hunger pains had started to subside.
His son in law looked like a cave man leaned over his food with a bowl the smallest distance possible for the spoon to travel. There was bits of food stuck at the corners of his lips and his green eyes looked absolutely ravenous as he regarded him with little more than a grunt. Thomas edged into the room and picked up the coffee pot, his mouth opening and closing several times before he managed an answer. "Uh, are you okay? That's alot of food..."
Thomas was so chatty and it was slightly frustrating when Illya was trying to focus on eating. "Mmhmm." Setting the spoon aside he picked the bowl up and slurped the last of the food out of it and then grabbed the next container. This one had some bread soaked in gravy and he peeled the lid off and immediately dug in with a fork.
"Uhuh," Thomas replied as he poured himself some coffee. He was so busy watching Illya, he missed the cup and sent scalding coffee over his fingers, causing him to hiss. Shaking off his fingers, he grabbed a towel and started soaking up the mess. "Um, maybe you'd want something to wash that down with? Water maybe?" He knew his son in law had been asleep for days, and water would probably be helpful, particularly since he had eaten his way through half the contents of the kitchen without it.
Illya only slowed for a moment when he heard the offer for water. "Eh, tea." Tea sounded good and he wanted to drink a cup, but he didn't want to get up and pause his eating frenzy to get it either. Glancing up at Thomas he saw the man's mouth gaping and he shrugged. "Why yah look so surprised? Yah never hungry before?"
"Not hungry enough to eat my way through that much," Thomas admitted to his son in law as he grabbed another mug. Was this some sort of yearly thing? Like mating season on Resta 9? Or maybe it was how they were able to live so long? Calysta seemed to know it would happen and had prepared, but he had no idea that the man would sleep so long. Steeping some random flavor of tea in hot water, he waited till it was done, then pushed the cup toward Illya who was nearly face first in a bowl of soup.
The bowl of soup was almost done when Thomas pushed the cup of tea in front of Illya. Taking one sip of the tea Illya nodded and then dumped it into his soup and sucked it down with the rest of the contents in the bowl. He wasn't so concerned about the way things tasted right now. Besides, it was all going to the same place. Just to change things up he reached for the bowl of cream and started to eat that next. It tasted good ad he nodded to Thomas. "Yah never have healing coma?"
Thomas felt satisfied to at least give the man something to drink to go with his massive meal, but his mouth fell open when Illya took up the cup and dumped it right into his bowl before slurping it down. He drank it down as if it were nothing and then continued his fork-and-knife rampage through the kitchen, his next victim being a bowl of cream Calysta had made specifically for him. "Healing coma?" he repeated, still in shock, "No, I can't say that I have. Is that a Chippeqouti thing?" He had read about people who had pushed themselves into such meditative states that they become comas for long periods of times.
"I guess." Illya responded plainly between bites of food. "Sometimes I get dem when I was sick or ef I get hurt bad enough. Den dah Ehuai make us have coma sometimes tah heal faster." With the volume of food already in his stomach it was forcing some air to the surface and he stopped eating long enough to let the massive belch out before he took another bite of food. It looked like Kalizda figured it about right and he was starting to slow down as he came near the end of the piles of food. There were dozens of dishes in his wake and it looked like a little war of its own spread across the counter and table and through the kitchen.
"Huh," Thomas grunted a bit as he thought about what the man said. He'd never seen Illya go into one of these comas before, and the man had been plenty hurt multiple times. If he hadn't seen his son in law face first on the bed for days on end, he might have called the man out for lying and wanting an excuse to eat until he was stuffed three time over. The massive belch could be seen building in the man's back and when it came up, it echoed through the entire galley and probably down the hall too. It only took one breath for Thomas to taste everything that had passed down the Chip's gullet and been reborn into the burp. "Uhg," he groaned, his lip curling at the stench, "You might want take some anti-acid pills while you're at it. Maybe separate from the food." And with that, he started to retreat from the room.
Illya only nodded and shoveled a few more bites into his mouth. "Maybeh, I tink I feel jes fine." Truth was, he felt great and the more he ate the better he felt. The only thing that the food wasn't going to fix was the little bit of ache left in his hip. That would heal with a little more rest and just some gentle and slow motion. Taking a deep breath, Illya slowed his eating a little more. Gradually as he worked his way through the last dish he almost felt too full to finish it, but he loved the last bit of cream too much. He had to finish it.
As he finished up the last of the food Illya let out a sigh and he slowly gathered all the dishes and rinsed them off before setting them in the washer. It was probably a lot of work to cook that much food in advance and Illya more than appreciated it. Normally he felt a little from being over hungry and this time he felt pretty good because he didn't get over hungry before he had something to eat. With a full stomach he felt good enough to go back to bed, but he knew that he should at least wash up a little bit. Kalizda probably slept next to him the last few nights and he knew that like any other person if he sweat and didn't shower in long enough he would start to smell and if he could smell himself then it was bad. Illya could hear the kids talking with Kalizda in the living room.
Before stepping into their room he glanced around the corner of the hallway and peered into the living room. Kalizda was sitting down and helping Cypher fix one of his little toys and Monster danced around the two of them happily. Momentarily Illya felt a tinge of guilt. He should have been there when the battle was over and instead he had just taken himself to bed and seized. She really was a very impressive woman. All hat she had survived, continued to deal with and then she brought him home and took care of him while he was sick and still had loads of food ready to go. There weren't any women that Illya knew who could have done all that and still been sitting down with her children and patiently talking with them. He needed to do something special for her.
Quickly pulling away from the hall's edge Illya made sure Kalizda didn't see him before he took himself to the shower. In the bedroom he dropped his boxers in the basket out of habit and then took himself into the shower. With a quick rinse to his hair he grabbed the soap and got it ready to lather into his scalp. The first swipe with soap was easy, but when he tried to actually massage the soap into his scalp his fingers caught and he found his hair was in wild mats. He'd never woke up with his hair like this. Grimacing all through the shower he tried to work his hands through the horrible knots. It hurt and he could have almost sworn he felt a spot or two on his head that was missing some hair. Not enough that he was going to look funny, but it felt like he had less hair in that spot than he was supposed to. By the time Illya finished the shower his whole head felt a little tender from all the vicious pulling to get the knots out of his hair. Taking a moment he thought of what it was that he wanted to do for Kalizda.
One of the first ideas that came to his mind was a bit odd, but it was the best idea he had yet. Smoothing his wild hair back Illya took a deep breath and then slowly got himself dressed in the Kaerelean tunic she'd bought for him. It wouldn't hurt to dress up a little bit for a night and make sure he gave her some time to rest. She probably didn't get much rest and he'd seen how tired she looked. The kids could go outside for a bit and he could make sure all the animals got exercise too.
When Illya was dressed and ready to go out into the main part of the ship he passed by Uriah. The other Chip gave him an odd look, but didn't say anything. It didn't matter to Illya anymore if people wondered why he would dress like he was part of her tradition. Kalizda's tradition was just as important as his and it was only right that he honored it from time to time. She tried to honor the Chippequoti tradition and it was about time he showed their children that they could be proud of their mother's tradition as well. In fact he needed to get some tunics and Kaerelean or Terran clothing for all the kids.
Stepping into the living room Illya smiled at Kalizda. He wasn't entirely sure what to say, but he walked as evenly as he could with his sore hip and offered a hand to her. Gently pulling Kalizda to her feet he wrapped a hand around her lower back pressed her tight to himself in a hug, which he only broke long enough to kiss her a few times. "Yah beautiful." Speaking gently to her in Kaerelean he studied her face for a long moment. "I tink maybeh dat yah tired. Let meh take care of yah tonight. Yah let meh cook food for everyone now and den I take dah kids outside and when dey go tah bed I give yah massage on yah back." Switching to Trader's Tongue part way through he smirked. Illya still wasn't much good at Kaerelean, but he was still trying to learn. "Den we jes spend time togeter. I tink yah make list of tings dat yah miss when I couldn't remember. Maybe, yah make list of tings dat yah want tah do wit meh. Dere will always be wars and I tink dat maybe we are dun wit dis war for a time eh?"