Over the next two days, Daizi's bruise only got uglier, but clearly nothing was broken or sprained, so it didn't seem to bother her, unless Ivy happened to hit it hard. The twins seemed to be doing better, too, which made things easier, and come Thursday, after wishing Alec the best luck in the world on his very first day with an actual job, Dark and Daizi stepped slowly outside with Ivy.
It was just the three of them, at least until Xander came home, and Xander kept himself pretty busy with Judo, his buisness, and horse therapy. And soon both boys would be back in school. It'd be just the three of them a lot more often, then. Daizi worked from home, which kept her busy, but less busy than had she been in the office, which she'd be returning to once Ivy only nursed in the morning and evening, so she didn't need to be there anymore. Sometimes she and Dark had talked about her going back sooner, but Daizi couldn't bring herself to commit to it. Ivy was the only baby she'd ever had, she didn't want to sacrifice parts of mothering a baby for convenience. But it didn't seem that long before she'd be back in the office anyway, with how quickly time was going by. When she did, it'd just be Dark and Ivy home all day.
All at once, as they sat outside in the morning sun, it occurred to both of them that there never would be a normal, there never would be a consistency, because even when things were good, which they weren't totally just then, but they would be soon, it seemed, things were always changing. They weren't going to have a consistent rhythm like they used to before that one day in December, because babies grew too quickly, and the twins were catching up on a lot of development they had missed during their years stuck in survival mode, One day, they'd be back to true consistency, but it wouldn't be for... a long while yet.
The realization was a bit scary and a bit exhausting, but still Daizi lay on her stomach and put her face near to her daughter's and told her, not for the first time, "Ivy-Qadira, Mama is so happy you're here." because it was a bit exciting, too.