Laila sighed, heavily. "I know, but that's also no excuse. I probably could have handled it better instead of just... disappearing. I panicked, and I'm sorry."
She still wasn't looking at him, instead opting to play more with her napkin. The patterns were super fascinating. "I... well, that is to say..." She stopped, trying to find the proper phrasing.
"If you..." Ugh why was this so hard.
"I'd like to try again, continuing seeing each other, that is. If you'd like. I mean, I'd understand if you... couldn't, but now that you know..." She trailed off again, feeling miserable.
Her chest was tight with anxiety and she felt like she might throw up any second and it wasn't from the overcooked asparagus.