Just some poetry I wrote

KittyWolfSpirit

The Crazy Cat Lady
See Me

Copyright Protected & Written by By Rebbeca Sumner (Abernathy) A.K.A KittyWolfSpirit
Written & Copyright Protected on 11-28-2021 @ 12:30pm

Want to scream,
Want to bleed,
Feel invisible,
Fill the need.

No one sees,
No one hears,
Reliving fears,
Releasing tears.

I want to reach out.
Scared to reach out.
Want to be vulnerable.
Scared to be vulnerable.
Want to be seen for who I truly am.
Not for the lies I wrote to fit in.
Not for what you think you see.
I need you to see me.
 
Hidden Truth
Copyright Protected & Written by By Rebbeca Sumner (Abernathy) A.K.A KittyWolfSpirit
Written & Copyright Protected on 11-17-2021 @ 3:13pm

Sometimes the hardest truths to speak are the ones that have been buried.
Oftentimes we don't speak those truths because we're afraid to hurt people.
But in reality not speaking our truth kills us a little inside day-by-day the more we hide it.
Call me dramatic, call me whatever, your words are things that I've heard before.
But I know the truth that I dare not speak because even though it hurts me I would rather hurt me than you.
I assure you I am not a gold digger.
I am not selfish.
I am actually quite the opposite.
Everything I have typically done has been done with the intention of helping, protecting, or loving someone else.
I'm quite used to not feeling love, protection, or safety myself.
As much as I'd like to say this is OK.
I know technically it's not, but it is the simple truth of my life.
As much as you want to see the lies, the truth is these were denied to me.
 
Silent Protection

Copyright Protected & Written by By Rebbeca Sumner (Abernathy) A.K.A KittyWolfSpirit
Written & Copyright Protected on 11-17-2021 @ 3:15pm

Dedicated to my family & friends, this is a testament of my love and will to protect you.

I keep trying...and trying...and trying some more...to find the words...needing spoken afore.

But my words keep finding...that they'll hurt you more...so I hold them in silence...as I've ever done before.

Forever keeping you...from hurting more.
 
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