Joshua Raxter

Active Member
It is difficult to jump
From self loathing and doubt
To having more ego than one should allow
But when your body does not know what
To do with itself. One must learn to cope
With the way the body flip flops. Making
The mind hop and jump from one little
Emotion to the other
Like some bad
Joke that no
One wants to hear.
One moment your mind is your own, having all control in all aspects of thoughts.
Total confidence and a deep love for yourself and how you work. Making all who
Wish you ill tremble in the fear of how much you totally rock the socks of any that
Try to compete with the pure awesomeness that you sweat out of every pore of
Your body. Your soul
Completely
Bare for the
World to look
At and be envious
Of just how awesome
You really are.
Then like
A snake
Out of the
Darkness it
Slithers into your
Nice bed of awesome.
Waking you as the fangs of
Doubt impales your skin. The
Venom of unjustified self doubt and
Self loathing enters your mind. Causing
You to slip into an unwanted and unneeded
Depression that has no cause and really no cure.
You have to simply ride it out until it leaves, just
Wait until the tidal wave of just pure debilitating
Nothing that would have any councilor scream.
But there is no cause. No simple talk that can
Cure this ailment within the mind. It affects any
It can with it’s evil claws. Just to watch us fall.
But rest easy fellow affected, the spell will pass.
Rest in peace, be in peace, and all live in peace.
 
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