Desmond was at home seated on a wooden stool, and lost in thought. The untouched liquor cabinet spoke of his pensive mood. For him, drugs and alcohol are purely for recreation. Not to hide from himself and the decisions he made. Much like he had tried to teach Chloe about balancing her human side and her wolf side. Nothing good comes out of a person at war with themself.
That didn’t mean he had to like all the parts of himself. But he had to accept them. And part of that involved facing the consequences rather than drinking himself into a stupor until he forgot them.
He and Brendan had always had a strained sort of relationship despite their closeness, and honestly, he was surprised it had taken this long for his brother to walk out. And truthfully it was probably for the best. This life had never suited Brendan. It was Desmond who had dragged him so far from home.
The past few weeks had been hard on all of them. Even Desmond’s normally unwavering cheerfulness was prone to lapsing into something more distracted and somber.
The sound of Chloe returning from the other room pulled him out of his thoughts and pensiveness was replaced with a familiar cheerfulness, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes the way it used to.
“Think you’re feelin' ready to ‘it the woods again soon?” he asked. “It's been a while since we tried a controlled shift. You will ‘ave an easier time focusing without all the distractions of the city.”
That didn’t mean he had to like all the parts of himself. But he had to accept them. And part of that involved facing the consequences rather than drinking himself into a stupor until he forgot them.
He and Brendan had always had a strained sort of relationship despite their closeness, and honestly, he was surprised it had taken this long for his brother to walk out. And truthfully it was probably for the best. This life had never suited Brendan. It was Desmond who had dragged him so far from home.
The past few weeks had been hard on all of them. Even Desmond’s normally unwavering cheerfulness was prone to lapsing into something more distracted and somber.
The sound of Chloe returning from the other room pulled him out of his thoughts and pensiveness was replaced with a familiar cheerfulness, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes the way it used to.
“Think you’re feelin' ready to ‘it the woods again soon?” he asked. “It's been a while since we tried a controlled shift. You will ‘ave an easier time focusing without all the distractions of the city.”
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