Savien quieted, pensive and brooding under the weight of her words. What was he supposed to say? Berate her for imprisoning an ancient evil with her life force? Yet again he was reminded of the stark differences between witches and knights; the world was not so black and white with magic thrown in the mix. He wondered if Arianne was right to compromise her intervention against Nox for the safety of the world, if he wouldn't have done the same in her shoes.
But her comment about the church stuck deep in his mind; witches were not the only one who made compromises. The Order had sacrificed much to defeat the Caer. Perhaps too much. Saint Arodring had died a pariah as much as he had died a victor.
Can you do the same? a voice whispered, can you sacrifice the soul of Lutetia to save its life?
"I want to protect my city," he said at last, his graveled voice uncharacteristically clear and articulate. "Petty thief, corrupted clergyman, vampire lord... they're all the same. The Wyrm is the Wyrm; I'll fight it as long as I can, as hard as I can, and then I'll die. Such is my Oath."
He kept pace with Arianne, giving her a long, inquisitive look. "If Nox wins and gives us winter eternal, or if the Dreamer awakens and destroys the world, or if some punk kid makes a lucky shot with his peashooter and kills me on a routine patrol, then at least I go into the Dark knowing I gave it my all, from first to last."
There was strength in his words, a steely resolve forged over a decade of struggle and pain. Hearing the words - knowing he was still capable of saying them - uplifted Savien. For the briefest of moments, his wounds were not so deep, the scar lining his eye not so painful. He felt a familiar stirring in his chest, a warmth fed from his silver directly into his heart. The Light of the Wick - that lonely flame raging against the undying dark - flared within him once more. He was a paladin yet.
He looked at Arianne. Her throats was cut. Her head hung on her breast by a strip of skin connected to her neck - cut by his own blade. Her dead eyes glazed breathlessly into his own.
Savien stopped, pale, shaking. He shut his eyes tight, opened them again, and Arianne was back to normal.
He stood there, heart hammering in his chest. He felt very cold.