I don't post often enough. I might go a couple months without posting, and that's bad. Though that's usually when I'm being leaned on to carry the story. Or actually, to MAKE the story. I once made the mistake of telling a guy I could stand one-liners, as long as they were good and useful, and I could work with them. We start off great. Next moment... ugh. I was drained. And then there are the times when it is my turn and I have to put in something enormous, and colorful, and something my fellow rpest can really, really use. Then I often just sort of... lock down. I'm relied upon to make good, interesting posts that are paragraphs long, and I can't, and I stop. I hate it. It makes me want to cry. It lets down the person who was trusting me to put in an effort and make this rp fun for both of us in my posts. Not that he/she wouldn't be doing the same, but I can't rely on them, just as they can't rely on me. I have met some incredible rpers that I am so excited to work with, but then I find my blown away by the quality and quantity of their posts, and I'm supposed to return that. Giving back to the person who is so amazing and so creative. And sometimes... I can't. My brain gets stretched too far and it hurts. I can't bare to put in a small post even if the other person says it's okay, because it isn't.