Poetry and songs?

Crim

The blobfish
so, when I was about 16 and 17 I went through a weird stage where I had taught myself the piano, and then thought that I could be a musician. So I wrote some songs and poems. I seem to have written a lot of sad stuff. Some of it is like wtf, some of it is okay I guess. Decided to actually show the okay stuff here as I've never shown them before. Rather than a poem, I guess this is a song. :)

Sleepless Nights of Pain

Up in the middle of the night,
Cannot sleep without him by my side.
Now he's gone what do I do?
No more sleep for me at night.

That morning I kissed him;
Expected him back home at night.
A romantic meal set for two,
And I waited but he didn't show.

Sleepless nights of pain,
Never happiness again.
I lie awake now at night,
With an empty space beside me.
No more peaceful sleeping nights,
Just more sleepless nights of pain.

Got a call that night,
From the local hospital.
Suddenly he had been taken from my life.

Tears of sadness,
Tears of pain.
Emptiness all around me.
No mor morning kisses,
Just more sleepless nights of pain.

Sleepless nights of pain,
Never happiness again.
I lie awake now at night,
With an empty space beside me.
No more peaceful sleeping nights,
Just more sleepless nights of pain.

Sleepless nights of pain,
Never happiness again.
I lie awake now at night,
With an empty space beside me.
No more peaceful sleeping nights,
Just more sleepless nights of pain.

Only sleepless nights of pain,
Just more pain.
No more peaceful sleeping nights.
No more him for good.
 
So me being me, I stay up till like 2 or 3 in the morning and I start to write darker poetry, but it seems to be the best time I can write and my best poems are my dark ones so....here goes nothin! :D

_________Why?__________

Why can't I live in peace?
Why can't I ever sleep?
Why can't I trust others?
Why can't I just be sort of normal?!

Because I never was, never will be, never can be.

My life is miserable and full of pain and suffering

I struggle to keep my self sane everyday and to keep myself hidden

I struggle to hide my tears, scars, and how broken I am.

I struggle to live without inflicting pain on others and especially myself.​
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Just know I'm ok, this is just what I like to write, I use the pain I sense from others and feelings I keep bottled up amduse them like this.
 
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