as written by Script and Emperor Jester
Inarin's grasp would find a solid grip, but unfortunately for both of them, Izaic wouldn't realize it immediately. The sudden sensation of physical contact, for lack of a better word, spooked the much larger specimen, causing him to both speed up his pace and twist violently, both to get away and to try and look at what might've grabbed him. As if he had forgotten he wasn't alone.
The momentum of his older peer was more than enough to unbalance Inarin, and he let out a surprised yelp as the spin all-but tugged him from his feet, prompting him to stumble out of control towards Izaic, arms wheeling out to try in vain to regain his balance.
When he finished his turn to see what had happened, Inarin was already sprawling towards him, and the honed instincts of a warrior set in for the briefest of seconds it took him to dodge his younger counterparts accidental advance. So he'd let the boy fall, or regain his balance on his own, but stopped dead in his tracks either way, looking much more afraid than anything else.
"Ow." Had it not been for the fact he'd been pushing his muscles to their limt not five minutes ago, Inarin might have been able to catch himself before he hit the ground. As it was, he barely interposed his hands between himself and the dirt to stop himself fully faceplanting into the stairs. Sighing, he flopped over from his hands and knees to sit on the floor cross-legged, and looked back up at Izaic from there.
"Ah... s-sorry," he offered, wincing. "I didn't ... I didn't really th-think that one through."
Izaic didn't know what to do. On one hand, this was his perfect chance to get away. But...what if...he was hurt? What if, by coming after him in concern, Inarin had hurt himself? And if he had, what if it was worse than he was letting on? He'd almost bit the stairs for Wick's sake! That, all things considered, actually weighed heavier on him mind than the opportunity of freedom. So he'd drop to a knee, trying his best to speak.
"Are you...alright...?"
Though he was surprised that Izaic had stopped, Inarin did his best not to show it. He smiled, nodding his head and meeting the older boy's gaze. "Y-yeah, I'm fine," he reassured him. "Thanks."
A pause, as he looked down again, still smiling. "Please don't run again," he said quietly.
There was a long silence, but eventually, Izaic spoke. "I'll try...Why...why did you come after me like that? What if you'd...?" Then, more silence, as if speaking outloud the words of concern would confirm Inarin's theory far more than the gentle, worrying look in Izaic's eyes and his recent outburtst already had.
"Because if I hadn't, you'd... you'd have run off, and ... I was afraid that if you did, you'd j-just close yourself off again by the time I next saw you." Inarin's heart gave a treacherous little skip when he looked up and saw that look in Izaic's eyes, a touch of colour coming to his cheeks. No, now wasn't the time for that sort of silliness. If Izaic was reacting with this much volatility to the offer of friendship, he could only imagine...
Anyway. Inarin forced himself away from those thoughts, but not before the blush had deepened. "I... I might not be as s-strong as you, but I'm not c-completely made of paper," he mumbled.
"I know you're not...If you were, you would've washed out of here a long time ago...You've always been stronger than you...look." Izaic couldn't help but notice the blush, and in an other instance, he would've hopped on the chance to belittle the young Nuvellon for it. But right now. As things were. He could only stare.
"Heh..." Inarin smiled bashfully, tugging at the hem of his shirt. "I wouldn't m-mind looking a bit stronger, all the same. L-like you do." The words had slipped out before he realized how they might be interpreted, and it was all he could do to stop his eyes going wide with embarrassment.
The compliment actually found root, and Izaic couldn't help but smile, somewhat bashfully. He'd extend a hand, an obvious offer to help Inarin get to his feet. "I'm not as strong as you think. If I was, we never would've...had this happen."
Inarin took the offered hand appreciatively, clambering to his feet. "I... I think it takes m-more strength to be open, and honest about what you feel, than it d-does to keep it all locked away," he said. "S-so I don't think you're any w-weaker for this. The opposite, really."
"Heh. Makes one of us." Izaic would let his hand linger around Inarin's for but a moment before releasing his grip. His worries abated, the older proselyte would turn his gaze away. "I think...it goes without saying that if you talk about this...To anyone..."
"I won't," Inarin shook his head hastily. "You can trust me," he added, looking up to try and make eye contact with Izaic, the conviction in his eyes and smile making clear that he meant that in as broad terms as possible.
"No, Inarin. If you weren't paying attention, I find it nearly impossible to trust anyone. But still...thanks. I really mean that." It was hard for Izaic to stand there, that close to the individual who had so thoroughly confused and tormented his thoughts for the better part of a year without doing...anything. He might not ever get a better chance to free himself of that seemingly impossible to carry burden that had been weighing him down. Still...something stopped him from doing it. Izaic couldn't make himself say those words. So instead, he just kept standing there, trying not to look directly at that small, inquisitive, sugary-sweet face.
"Maybe not right now..." Inarin answered, his brow furrowing ever so slightly. "But eventually. I-I can be quite persistent, you know." There was a moment of clear hesitation, as his impulses fought against his better judgement, but for once he decided to go with his instincts. The smaller boy gave no warning before putting his arms around Izaic and hugging him tightly, as though he thought he could squeeze the distress out.
The simple expression of genuine affection honestly confused and rattled the brutish proselyte far more than even he had expected. He thought about slugging Inarin. Throwing him off. Pushing him to the ground and giving a kick in his stomach. Thats what his false persona demanded of him! But that wouldn't be what happened. Instead, Izaic would lift his own arms, and in a show of good faith, would return the embrace. There were many reasons why he chose to do this, but only one mattered:
It was Inarin would had initiated it. So it felt much...safer.
The tension ebbed from Inarin's body as he realized Izaic hadn't reacted negatively, and he relaxed into the embrace, resting his head onto Izaic's chest. He was silent for a long time, equal parts unsure what to say, and simply enjoying the feeling of safety that being wrapped in a pair of big arms provided.
Finally after what seemed like forever, he smiled again, realizing something. "I'm sorry... I- I must be kinda gross after all that training," he murmured without lifting his head.
Instead of responding with words, Izaic's arms only tightened around the young Nuvellon, savoring a moment he wasn't sure he might ever get again. Some how, his heart rate stayed steady in his chest, and for the first time in a very, very, long time, he felt at peace. His head would shift, and with a contented, satisfied sigh, Swigelf would rest his chin atop Inarin's head, though just barely. "I...wouldn't say you're gross."
A small, quiet chuckle escaped the smaller boy, and he tilted his head up ever so slightly to look at Izaic. "I'll take that as a compliment," he said, his cheeks rosy.
"It was meant as one." Izaic smiled back, just a little, quite sheepish as he broke the embrace. Reluctantly, in fact. "I...really should go though. Soon. But this was...nice. I think." It was obvious that Izaic was uncomfortable, but not in a bad way. In fact, he seemed exceptionally happy, his own cheeks resonating a slightly crimson glow.
Inarin let his own arms return to his sides with equal reluctance, nodding. "Y-yeah, it was. W-we should hang out more," he offered tentatively, smiling. "If you'd like t-to, that is." The smaller boy had his own happy glow, and he could only attribute a portion of that to being glad to help a fellow proselyte. He certainly hadn't felt this warm and fuzzy after he and Neera had their heart to heart the other week.
Izaic took a step back before turning around and moving to collect his belongings. "I'll...think about it, alright? And the next time you see that...Well, I can't remember his name, but the one I hit. Tell him I'm sorry. And that I actually mean it this time. Unless that'll cause problems for you, in which case, pretend I didn't say anything." Dwei re-secured on his shoulder, water jug in hand, injured limb returned to his sling, Izaic would make his preparation to leave, unless Inarin had more to say.
The smaller boy's smile broadened at Izaic's words, nodding his head. A part of him had been worried that if Izaic saw him with the twins again - no matter what they were doing - it would only make him angry all over again. That the older proselyte was expressing regret for hitting Val was a promising sign that he hopefully wouldn't have to choose between his friends. "I'll see you around, then," he said softly, making his way over to his own gear to start collecting it up.
A small part of him still couldn't believe all that had just happened. But all of him was very glad it had.