"I did have a Daizi. She was just younger. And she did save me, literally, only I do not remember it." Dark said, drawing his hands back and folding them in his lap. He didn't mention how years later he saved her, it wasn't his story to tell or reveal, "But I am glad to still be here, and that I do not do that to myself anymore. The tattoos help with that," He held up his arm again, this time looking at the scars himself. For someone so rigid and orderly, they were all haphazard and asymmetrical, running in frenzied directions. But faded, long since faded, "they hide the old ones, and," he smirked slightly, chuckling grimly to himself, "I do not want to ruin them."
He looked at the twins again, not mourning, just at ease, "If helping you means you will never reach the point where you actually act on those urges, then it will make it all worth it. Because there are so many wonderful things in your future, and I think, if I had seen then what I would have in my life, and how happy I would be, I never would have done it."