It was early morning on the final day of the Aurellae as Inarin tentatively made his way through the halls of the Monastery, a small bag tucked under his arm. The young proselyte fought back a yawn as he walked - he'd only gotten back to the Monastery half an hour ago, after having been ... convinced to spend the night at the Castellane mansion. His cheeks reddened slightly just at the thought. Nothing had happened, per say... not in that way. But it had ... well, it had been an experience. And then earlier this morning ...
Light had scarcely begun to filter in through the curtains in one of the mansion's many guest room when Inarin was finishing slipping his shoes on and getting ready to leave. He'd spent the last ten minutes deliberating whether to stop by Val's room to say goodbye, while habitually stripping and folding the bedsheets, but had decided Val probably wouldn't want to be woken so early. But just as he was slinging his bag over his shoulder, there was a knock at the door.
"Ah ... hello?" he called. "Come in."
The door swung in to admit a sleepy-looking Val, wrapped in a luxurious looking robe and sporting a pair of exceedingly fluffy slippers. The older boy's hair was mussed on one side from where he'd been sleeping, and he was fighting back a yawn as he stepped inside. "Morning, In..." he mumbled. "You're already leaving..?"
"Y-yeah, sorry," Inarin smiled faintly, nodding. "I have some things I need to do before the Aurellae, back at the Monastery. Sorry. I wish I could stay longer."
"S'okay," Val smiled back at him, shuffling over and flopping down to sit on the bed. He patted the mattress next to him, and Inarin sat. "Came to say goodbye." His eyes wandered across the bed, taking in the neatly folded sheets. "You didn't have to do the sheets, you know ... we have staff for that."
Inarin laughed bashfully, shaking his head. "Force of habit, I guess. And th-thanks. You didn't have to. We sort of said goodbye last night, in case you weren't awake."
"I wanted to say goodbye properly, though." Val grinned, lolling his head to the side to rest it on Inarin's shoulder. "And I still think you should've stayed in my room. I would've been good..."
Blushing, Inarin glanced away, finding a spot on the curtains to stare intently at to avoid having to look at the auburn-haired boy's suggestive smirk. "Ah ... I- I'm sure you would but... er, I didn't want to impose, and..."
Val snickered. "It's alright. You don't have to explain yourself. I'm just glad you came to the party with me." The necromancer brought a hand up to trail through Inarin's hair, sending a shiver down his spine. "I hope you'll consider coming to more. I like spending time with you."
Inarin's blush only intensified, and he couldn't deny the beginnings of a flutter in his chest at the idea. "Uhm... I ... I don't know. I ..." He wasn't an idiot. He knew that Val wasn't just interested in being his friend. But he was a proselyte, and he was going to be a paladin... even if he wasn't opposed to the idea, it wouldn't be fair to Val to lead him on like that, and...
"Mmph, I understand." Val interrupted his chain of thought by speaking. "But it really is just as simple as liking spending time with you. It doesn't have to be anything else, if you don't want it to be."
"Right... O-of course..." Inarin looked down at his lap with a guilty frown. He shouldn't be making assumptions like that. Of course Val knew what he was doing. "Uhm, then sure. I ... I like spending time with you too." He glanced up, finally looking back across at Val and smiling. "But uh, I should get going..."
Val nodded, lifting his head off of Inarin's shoulder and smiling back at him. "Alright. Before you do, though..." He trailed off, and before Inarin could react, he'd closed the distance between them and pressed a kiss to his lips. His eyes went wide, and he froze, but then Val's arms were slipping around him and one of his hands was tangling in his hair, and he found himself instinctively kissing back, and that really wasn't what he'd been intending to do just a minute ago.
Far too many moments passed before Inarin recovered his wits enough to pull back, beet red and stammering. "Uhm, I- That- We-"
"Shh," Val snickered again. "Don't get in a fuss. It was just a kiss. And not our first one, I should note. Doesn't have to be or mean anything else... if you don't want it to."
"R-right..." Inarin looked away. Val was right, but he'd been able to explain away the other two. The one at the rave had been alcohol fuelled, the one at the Aurellae was just part of a joking 'debt' thing... but there wasn't really any way to make excuses for this one. "Uh... look, I really ... I need to go."
"I'll see you at the festival, then," Val grinned, apparently unphased by Inarin's reaction. "Shall I see you to the door?"
"I- I know the way..." Inarin mumbled, pushing himself to his feet and scurrying for the door. He barely gave Val time to call a final goodbye before he was halfway down the hallway and on his way to the door.
That had just been ... confusing. It added another element to the jumble of conflicting desires already spinning inside his head, all tugging in different directions. He'd been so certain of his decision at the end of last week, and now ... why did everything have to be so difficult? Why couldn't there just be a right answer, like there was in maths or science? He wanted to help protect the city, but would be better off doing that as a paladin, or by training with Florianne as a witch? He wanted to make his parents proud, but would they have been prouder of him taking the silver or carrying on the mantle of their family name? He wanted to ... well, he wasn't really sure what he wanted when it came to Val, but he was fairly certain that he wanted a fair few things that a paladin-to-be wasn't supposed to want, and even putting that aside, there was the issue of...
... oh, he was here. Inarin came to a halt outside Izaic's room, suddenly a lot more nervous than he'd been five minutes ago. Would the older proselyte even want to see him, after their conversation last night?
Sighing, Inarin shook his head. It didn't matter. Even if he got turned away, he would make sure Izaic at least heard him out long enough to give him what he needed to. He lifted one hand tentatively up to the door, and knocked.