Gerhold Zimmerman
Gender:
Male
Age:
27
Occupation:
Ritterbrüder/Minor Teutonic Noble
Aliases/Nicknames:
White Demon, Herr Zimmermann, The Madman of Königsberg
Appearance:
Gerhold is a man of tall, toned constitution, easily towering over most of the people he meets. Though many consider him to be quite a handsome man with his rugged features, trimmed beard, golden hair and icy blue eyes, his expression gives him more of a stern outlook than a charming one. He rarely smiles, and usually sports a piercing gaze whenever facing someone. Despite his past as a raging warrior, he lacks a collection of scars on his face, save for a small slash on the right portion of his forehead. Despite the cold, unapproachable look, he does seem healthy at all times, and is almost never seen with afflicted with any illness that may affect his overall appearance.
Personality:
First and foremost, Gerhold is a cold, stoic man. While not entirely unapproachable and anti-social - after all, he doesn't shy away or abhor any sort of interaction with others - he often addresses people with objectiveness and always seek to remain on the subject. The lessons he received on chivalry during his youth seem to be one of the few things that survived his turbulent years, and even if he comes to dislike someone's demeanor, he will still aim to treat them courteously unless the other party doesn't follow it. Ironically enough, for someone who seems devoid of emotion, he is very expressive when something does stir some sort of reaction within him.
Infamous for his temper, Gerhold always tries his best to keep it controlled. While his eventual expressiveness may leave him huffing and glaring whenever someone consistently annoys him or provokes his person, he is quick to try and crush the rising anger before it can act upon his thoughts. His five years of rampaging proved to him that his temper was something to be put on a leash, both for his own safety and those around him. This often leaves him conflicted when faced with tense situations where his old self would usually walk his way out with his fists - or his sword - and it isn't uncommon to see the veteran knight deep in conflicted thought whenever a complicated situation is thrown onto his lap.
His morality is a bit stained. While he isn't prone to extremely diabolical deeds anymore, Gerhold is aware that not everything can be solved with chivalry and general pureness. As a means to stabilize his life, he often tries to take the best option when dealing with a dilemma, though if some evil needs to be enacted in order to fulfill his objective, he won't shy away from it.
Background:
Gerhold Zimmermann was born around the late 1200s, when the Teutonic Order was finally crawling towards its height of power. Single child of a minor Holy Roman noble and a Polish courtier, he never knew the pleasures of a high lord's life, though misery never touched him either. Raised in a village belonging to his father, on the surroundings of Königsberg, he received the best education available, be it in languages, religion, strategies and the chivalrous code of knights. Even then, he never really understood why Christianity opposed the neighboring Lithuanians, still adamant in their pagan ways; this caused him to avoid inheriting his father's religious zeal. Due to his proximity with the village's denizens, he grew up to be rather humble, having quite a group of friends among the peasantry.
His quiet life did come to an end, however. Aged 11, Gerhold saw the Teutonic Order relight its rivalries with the Kingdom of Lithuania thanks to the Pope's requests for a Crusade. With his father out on the battlefields, he was left with his mother, longing for the return of the man he admired so much. Before that could even happen, a Lithuanian lord, seeking to weaken the food supply of Königsberg for a future siege, raided the village with a powerful host of his armies. The attack threw the sleepy settlement into a fiery chaos as the eastern warriors ravaged the fields, burned the houses and slaughtered whoever tried to stand up against their invasion. Gerhold, as terrified as he was, decided that it was best if he tried to join the defenders, though the incoming onslaught forced him to retreat to his manor, where his mother was.
Their refuge didn't last long, though. The Lithuanians quickly set fire to the residence, sending them into a desperate attempt to escape the burning ruins of their house. Despite carrying the weight of having to leave his friends behind at the mercy of the pagan raiders, he set off on a hopeful sprint towards Königsberg. Fate struck cruelly against him that day, however. The attackers soon detected him, and before he could react, a hail of flaming arrows rained down upon him and his mother. One struck him on the back of the leg, though his mother suffered the most of it. Pierced by three projectiles, one of which had landed on her spine, the flames set her clothes alight, and within seconds, Gerhold's mother was screaming horridly, the air filled with the scent of her burnt flesh.
Acting as quickly as his wounded leg allowed him to, and aided by what can be considered sheer luck, the young boy managed to douse out the flames licking at his mother's body by guiding her towards a meek stream running in the wilderness surrounding his home village. Even then, the damage was already done: the once joyous woman was reduced to a charred, moaning carcass, barely clinging to life. With tears in his eyes, Gerhold, in a haze of fear and determination, carried her all the way to Königsberg, collapsing at the gates from exhaustion and blood loss.
The following days went by like a feverish dream for him. Bedridden as a result of his wound, which had gotten infected due to a broken arrowhead, he relieved every moment of the assault on his home for what felt like an eternity. Once consciousness finally returned to him, he found his world to be completely different than it once was. The wounds didn't leave him crippled, though his mother was now bound to live the rest of her days wrapped in bandages, confined to a bed. His village was burnt to the ground, and from what was reported to him, none made it out alive... or free. His father still didn't return, and some knights spoke of him having simply vanished.
Left with a painfully blank slate, Gerhold held onto two things that'd carry him through the following years: his sickly mother, and his newfound hate for the realm of Lithuania. Now officially training under the Teutonic Knights stationed at the fortress, he used his raw determination and his dream of becoming a Ritterbrüder as fuel to shape him into a trained, able warrior, progressively improving his skills as time went by. As he reached the age of 15, given the troubled times of war, Gerhold was quickly assigned to a knight group, sent into battle to test his skills. And to the surprise of the generals and captains, the young warrior prospered on the bloody fields of the Baltic: his injuries were few, and his efficiency, undeniable. It was a supposedly flawless combination of contained rage and combat proficiency.
His military career, successful as it was, earned him quite a reputation. The young knight was soon turned into a Ritterbrüder, now actively participating in offensives and any sort of military action the Order had against its enemies. Tales of 'Herr Zimmermann' traveled the lands, inspiring the Christian warriors and bringing dark clouds over those who opposed the Teutons. While he campaigned, leading his own band of knights, at roughly the age of 22, Gerhold met a fair lady during one of the court's great feasts. For someone who never experienced love before, the woman was the light of his life for him. After a brief romance, Gerhold announced that he would be ready for marriage. After all, he was still a noble, and needed heirs to continue his bloodline, as small as it was.
But once again, fate decided to turn him into its little plaything. Months before the preparations officially began, Gerhold was shaken from his sleep to the sounds of alarmed screams and angry orders rampaging through the fortress. When he asked for information, he didn't believe what they told him. The reports said that his beloved had escaped during the night, taking with her important documents regarding the castle's structure, passages and even reinforcement orders. Now branded a traitor, the lords settled at the castle damned her even more, as her time residing in Königsberg meant she could easily provide a full description of the fortress for whoever she spied for. In the midst of this chaos, Gerhold refused to believe any of it. His love couldn't simply have taken advantage of him.
As he dove deeper and deeper into his own lovesick delusions, the Lithuanian lords quickly used the newly-acquired information to mount a lightning siege on the fortress. Having caught the Teutons by surprise, they had enough men to easily take it on a direct assault, meaning to slaughter the defenders before they could be aided by incoming reinforcements. As he watched the surrounding forces, Gerhold caught sight of something that finally broke through his hopeful illusions, and shattered his heart. The very much familiar shape and appearance of his loved lady was seen dealing with one of the Lithuanian commanders, receiving a hefty payment in gold for her services.
For the first time in his whole life, the prodigy knight felt broken beyond repair. Once the Lithuanians came to assault the walls, confident in their victory, Gerhold fought like a wild animal. Blinded by a rage that not even he himself understood, he fiercely held back the attackers. The battle was long, and bloody, with both sides suffering heavy casualties. Eventually, the Lithuanians decided to fall back, having lost far too many men for their morale to handle. Gerhold's compatriots found him standing atop a sea of dead soldiers, soaked in crimson and badly wounded. Eye witnesses called him the 'Madman of Königsberg', name given to how brutally he slayed his enemies.
From then on, Gerhold would never be the same. The White Demon was born.
Intent on exacting revenge upon the Kingdom of Lithuania and his old lover for betraying him, Gerhold Zimmermann mounted a bloody campaign that would wreak havoc upon the land on his pursuit for retribution. He raided villages, pillaged captured cities and slaughtered whoever refused to comply when captured. While he didn't indulge in rape, his men were gladly free to do it, given that their commander was more interested in his manhunt. With time, the woman was found, and killed in one of his most brutal executions performed by his own hand. The realm of Lithuania came down upon him right after the spy drew her last breath, and despite his beastly ways, the Ritterbrüders of the White Demon were slain or routed.
Gerhold then wakes up in a wooden shack, his last memories being that of a soldier striking a spear through his shoulder before falling limply to the muddy ground. His whole body was covered in bandages, and he felt weak, so weak that even sitting up became an arduous task to him. Within a couple of hours, a young, yet vaguely familiar figure entered the room. He introduced himself as Hans Freudenberg, a major noble within the Teutonic Order; general of one of the armies Gerhold himself fought in. The juvenile commander explained to him what had transpired, exactly. He had wasted five years hunting for his lover, during which he managed to make both the Lithuanians and the Teutons fear him. Before his downfall, a myriad of plots were set up to assassinate him, as the Order grew wary of his demeanor. Worse yet; his mother passed away just three weeks ago, finally letting her life slip away, deeply wounded by her son's dive into his rage-induced madness.
Realization struck him like a hammer, and he spent a good week thinking, immersed in his own thoughts. He realized that his revenge had only destroyed him and those who he held in good esteem, and in the end, awarded him nothing but misery. Even then, on the verge of simply giving in, he found a reason to live, within himself, as fragile as it was. Clinging to it, he swore to never forget his sins, and use them as reminders, perhaps even restraints to his destructive side. With Hans' support, the knight decided to work towards suppressing all that led to his miserable state, as hard as it would be. The two grew close as friends, and eventually, the younger commander threw in his proposal.
The Teutonic Order, as proud as it was, grew too greedy with its conquests. Concerned that it might bring about its own downfall, and not willing to simply see such a legacy crumble to dust due to boundless ambition, Hans decided to make his own stand within the Order. Gerhold, still struggling with the scars of his revenge, was to support him through it, rebuilding his reputation to further aid the cause. The two also agreed to one thing before setting out on the world once again. Hans would keep him from delving too deep into his bloodthirst, and Gerhold would hold Hans back from whatever path of corruption that might attract him during the pursuit of his goal.
And like that, a partnership was born. Between a scarred, stoic man with a blood-stained past, and an ambitious, idealistic yet cunning lordling, intent on protecting the Order's glory... from itself.
Character Available For:
Historical Medieval RPs, Fantasy RPs, and RPs set in the universes of Dark Souls, The Elder Scrolls, A Song of Ice and Fire and For Honor.