"You worry about us, so I worry about you," Alec said with a little smile. He scampered up the stairs after Xander thinking that at least this had gone over better than with Declan, but maybe that was part of the problem. Declan, looking back, had been cut and dried. Neither Dark nor Daizi had ever really liked him. This guy they had said was "nice." Nice at this point was scarier than being a jerk and being able to just write him off.
Xander sat on his bed holding the plastic horse model he'd gotten over a year ago. He always kept it dusted and sometimes moved it to a new location, seeming to enjoy posing it. He'd even started making small accessories out of scrap leather pieces he had. He was trying to get his latest accessory, a saddle, to fit, but something about the design hadn't worked. It kept sliding off no matter how he fidgeted.
Alec sat on the side of the bed, watching him. "What if he's not a bad guy?" he finally asked.
"I don't want to be the solution to making someone else feel better about their guilt," Xander said without looking up. "I don't want to be some kind of trophy or prize."
"Fair," Alec nodded, "but what if he really does want to get to know us, guilt or no guilt? If it's guilt, he'll look at us, see we're happy, and that's that, but maybe he'll want to learn more about us as people."
"Why? Doesn't sound like he gets along with his brother, so why should he care about his brother's offspring?" Xander grumbled. He finally gave up and tossed the miniature saddle aside.
Alec shrugged. "No idea. I guess we could ask him. It seems only fair. If we're an answer to his curiosity, then he should have to answer some of our questions."
Xander carefully guided a bridle onto the horse's hard nose and hooked it in place. It had taken him several tries to get the latch correct on the bridle. "Alright," he finally said, "but I get to be as rude as I want. He's the one disrupting our peace and scaring our parents."
"Alright, but please try not to be too mean?" Alec begged.
"No promises," Xander warned, "but I'll see what kind of compromise I can do."
"I can agree to that."
Xander sighed. "No family but our Mum to a whole crowd within a couple of years. Life is insane."
Alec smiled and inched over to cuddle up. "You're telling me."