So I had this dream a few hours ago. I don't remember much of it, as is usually the case with my dreams. (I rarely dream, by the way, most of the time they're too abstract or absurd to make any sense of but this one I remember some of)
What I do remember is this: I was standing on the top of some sort of building - I think maybe it was a castle but I don't think it's too significant - looking over the edge, I saw a sheer drop into nothingness. Not a black void or anything, just infinite nothingness. I don't remember what was going through my head at the time, only the vague feeling of sadness that pretty much always hangs over me.
... Now that I think about it that could have been a suicide attempt...
But of course, who appears but freaking. CRONA. This precious baby who always makes me smile no matter what. (Often times the only way I can fall asleep is imagining myself cuddling with them or sleeping beside them. The feeling is so powerful I swear I can actually feel them beside me in the real world.) I could tell something was bothering them. They seemed sad, or scared, or any combination of those things. I can't recall much of what was said, but I do remember one line in particular; "This is a safe place". (Referencing being around them, not the physical location we were in)
I think I came away from the edge after that. The weird castle thing we were on morphed into a flat plane. Just a flat expanse as far as I could see. There was nothing there except the two of us. And then I woke up.
So if dreams reflect your greatest desires, can somebody help me understand what the hell this means?
