It clicked. Right then, it all came together. Tretij...no. No! He...they were friends! He was her friend! This...he was being manipulated by Arcade, right? He would never do this to her of his own volition, would he? This wasn't him, there had to be something else going on! Jianyu desperately tried to think of every excuse in the book, any reason that could explain this. Anything but the truth. Anything but the reality.
In these last few days, as her plan cane to fruition, Jianyu had pictured multiple scenarios. Herself dying. Tretij dying. Both of them, together, dying. Or making it out alive, surviving, finding somewhere to run away and live happily ever after where no one could ever hurt them again.
So many different endings, but not a single of them ended in her being betrayed.
Jesus. It hurt. It hurt like
Hell. It hurt more than every death he forced her to face. When Xiayu had died, she'd clung to him, needed him, found in him someone who cared about her. He'd helped her get her revenge. He stayed with her when she didn't want to be alone. He held her when she cried. He called her his friend.
Did none of that matter? Had she meant
anything to him? Or...or had he just been telling her what she wanted to hear this entire time. Had he only stayed with her, thinking her some kind of monster, some killing machine, and when she dared to be human, he cast her aside. Was that what she was to him? A toy? A source of entertainment?
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A Doll?
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"Fuck you."
It was shaky, but Jianyu got to her feet. She refused to kneel. Not to him. Not to anyone. That face, that damned face in her mind...she wasn't going to give him the fucking satisfaction.
"Fuck you!" Whatever power she had lent him? She would take it back. Smug piece of shit, did he forget she was the one in control of herself?
"FUCK YOU, YOU SON OF A BITCH! GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!!!"
She tore her eyes open, no matter how much it hurt. If the pain came with the power, then she'd take the fucking pain. She'd take anything if it meant hurting him.
"FUCKING FACE ME IF YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING BETRAY ME! STOP YOUR SHITTY LITTLE MIND GAMES AND FACE ME! COWARD!!"
He wanted to kill her so badly? He could fucking try. But she sure as fuck wasn't going to make it easy.
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